Fun times 1

so i went to the beach today with my girlfriend and her dad and we had loads of fun turning a creek into a river with a little digging, and yea it was much better than the movies because it was real instead of watching some guy on a screen.

and yea i was tired as heck but im good now

ranting 2

well my mom has been sitting on her ass for about 6+ months (maybe years now) and its been the kids doing anything around the house for that length of time and i cant wait to get out of the house now ive got about... 5 months now (august 6th) and i plan to leave right away and not come back for a few years at least and at least get kids and a wife (my awesome girl).

But something has been on my mind.

how to raise the kids? how to support my family? how to do all the grown up stuff im gonna hafta learn the hard way most likely? i mean i have the general idea of what i wanna do posted so i can look back and read it but is that really the best idea?

who knows maybe it is but my life has just about started at year 16 people say ive matured alot but i just dont see it anymore. here im listening to the same stuff i always have and here im still whining about my life like a 5 year old and here im still in my jaded world involving only me most of the time.

so how does one change that?

do they just change and not look back?

will other people like what ive changed into?

if they dont will i care in the slightest bit?

i still got some steam in me so im gonna find a topic to rant about.

so im checking FOX news, dunno if thats legal to say but w/e.

so Al-qaeda lost 2 guys in an airstrike and i think thats pretty cool, just about proves we arent at war for oil but we are at war with terror so take that you effing liberals (enter hysterical laughter here) and yea i think im calmed down now

...

i looked up to you in the past, i thought of you as a bigger brother, and now... i just dont know wiether to still be there or not. why do you have to bring such vile profanity into my life, im just about tired of hearing trash come from someone i thought was smart.

but i guess your just like the rest of the world, i guess you talk and act the same.

and now im just about as lonely as i can be. i thought we got along but i guess not your the same as them.

music 1

so i collect music, alot of people do but i pride myself in my music library.

i just got this group titled apocalyptica, and they play metal with violins and cellos.

only they do it good.

it makes you just want to sway back and fourth and headbang somewhat then maybe hit someone with a chair.

im seriously adding this to the classics.

yay!!!

i got a load of work done with my buddie today, we had this huge pile of trash bags and filled a trailer with it ^-^

now im sitting here vegging out and typing this post for you guys and loving the feeling of my comfy bed.

what to type about today though?...

im not really at ranting mood quite yet and im in an awesome mood so hmm...

well im ticked

well here w are living our normal lives, arguing politics while crimes against humanity are being committed, 1500 infants so far today (im guessing because an hour ago it said 1,475 or something and no one even cares why? because people suck and think that having kids is theyre CHOICE there is no choice involved cuz the whole children thing is Gods work not ours.

im getting just about tired of the world going into a spiral down into Hell, i think there should be more pro life choices made instead of pro murder.

yes murder

thats what it is and you know it you dumb-asses

little pieces of shit like you should be hung far up for the crows to eat so that people like me dont get to you.

~ryukoki~ 3/8/10 11:40 AM

ranting 1

well ive gotten just about tired of my family, my mom never listens to my dad, and my dad always thinks hes Mr. perfect.

hes a preacher father so its hard to live life without him on my back and everyone elses, except my sister, shes miss perfect and even when she gets in trouble she never gets yelled at, and i get blamed for alot more than i do (probably because im the oldest) and my brother is a sarcastic tall twerp who i really just want to impale on something sharp sometimes, he also sleeps... alot... which means his chores (dishes and the porch) never get done and i get yelled at to do the kitchen (included with dishes) all the frikin time, and i spend my time doing my own stuff, and minding my own business when i get an angry mom at my tail end always screaming to get her ice and soda.

and for a plus my brothers friend thinks hes always right... well not anymore lately me and him are actually getting along now, but lately all ive been hearing from my friends is "oh so and so came up with this awesome RP, or "who wants to try my new RP" grr... guys i actually have plans and while your stuck in your parents basements i will be living on my own and enjoying life instead of playing a fake character in a fake world, im just about tired of it and really just want to spread my wings and fly, fly far away from this town known as shandon california...

~ryukoki~ 3/7/10 10:30 PM